Baby updat!e

Here I am at 18 weeks! This was taken last week so now I'm 19 1/2. I started feeling movement last Monday. It feels like I'm popping a bag of popcorn in my stomach. I'm finally starting to look pregnant. I can't fit into any of my shorts so these are maternity shorts. So much for the 20 lbs but its worth every pound!!.

We had our ultra sound today and Tony and I found out that we are having a boy. Tony was a little bummed but he's still very happy and excited. The ultrasound tech says everything looks normal. We did the genetic testing and haven't had the doctor call so that means everything either turned out well or haven't had the results yet. I have a feeling everything is just fine and even if it isn't I know there are a lot of false positives and further testing if we felt the need.

As for me, I am feeling a lot more energy but still don't have a lot of motivation. I was hoping to start working out again but it just hasn't happened yet. I'm hoping with summer coming I will start swimming again since I love the water and we have a swimming pool. I'm not nervous about the actual baby part but I don't like the idea of giving birth. And don't even try and tell me what a beautiful process it is. I've spent a lot of time on our labor and delivery unit and the sounds are horrifying. I can't even get an iv without freaking out so that part scares me. Luckally I have a great doctor who I fel comfortable with so that helps a little.

No names have been picked out yet but I think our nursery theme will be safari/jungle animals. His middle name will be Lawrence to carry down the Marchelli family decision. Tony and I get to each pick 5 names and then we will pick out a name from there! I'll let you know what we decide.