Monday, November 7, 2011
6 day hospitilization and a feeding tube later......
So a few weeks before Riley's palate surgery, Riley started not eating quite as well and he still is not drinking which we have always had some issues with but now he has been refusing fluids almost completely. The Sunday after his palate surgery, I worked a 12 hour shift. Tony texted me about halfway through my shift to tell me he hadn't changed a diaper at all. He was having no urine output and there had been little urine output for a few days prior to this. So, Monday we found ourselves in his pediatrician's office. As we were telling her about his situation, she told us we needed to get to the hospital stat. Of course our hospital that Tony and I work at does not have pediatrics so we were diverted to Thurnderbird which is about 45 minutes away from where we live. We got checked in and ended up there for 6 days. We were discharged on Oct 30th.
While we were there, we met with a GI (gastrointerologit) doc, neurologist, surgeon, and our attending. We also had speech therapy, a nutritionist, case manager, and a social worker. We were very busy and I stayed every night with Riley. I cannot tell you how exhausting it is having your child in the hospital. Anyways, we had a barium swallow to see if he was aspirating but that was negative. He also had an endoscopy and that was negative as well. The neurologist met with us to make sure there is nothing neurologic or metabolically wrong which also turned out to be okay, and she is also running some genetic testing but we won't get those results for about a month. The GI doctor insisted on placing an NG tube (tube that is put through the nose down to the stomach for feeding) but our plastic surgeon said "no" as he just had his palate closed and recommended an OG tube (same as an NG tube but goes down through the mouth). We looked at this doctor completely astounded that she would mention such a thing. Riley already has an aversion to things in his mouth and we are having issues with him having things in his mouth. He would be pulling it out all the time. Tony and I were very insisted with a g tube (a tube that is surgically placed in the stomach) and I'm so glad that we did. Friday he had an endoscopy and then the g tube placed. The endoscopy (a scope that goes down through the mouth that looks at the tummy and the doctor was looking for inflammation).
After we were discharged, we have been trying to feed him as much as we can orally but we are having to put most of his fluids down through the tube. His feeding his still very decreased which also is concerning.
Today, we started speech therapy. It was an evaluation and for about 30 minutes we played around with different textures and different types of spoons but would only eat from his spoon and nothing that wasn't a smooth texture. So, the plan is to start very slow with adding textures such as adding fine crumbs to the top of whatever is feeding him and slowly advance him to bigger textures. We also had a follow up with his pediatrician. He has gained one pound which is probably from the night feeding he is on. We hang an iv of formula and hook him up to a machine that gives him a low continuous feed through the tube. Very stressful and I am so beyond tired. I went directly back to work and finally had a day off today and have a day off tomorrow but we have a surgeon's appoinment tomorrow for the g tube stitches....not really much of a time off.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
3rd Surgery Down-Palate Closure
After talking everything over given our work schedules and the fact my parents are leaving next week for vacation, we scheduled the surgery for today. Not much time for preperation but we scheduled it for 1 pm.
7:22 this morning the phone rings. Tony answered it as we were still trying to sleep. A lot of tossing and turning for both of us last night so we were trying to sleep in a bit. Our surgeon's schedule was being rearranged and they wanted us there immediately so they could operate on Riley earlier. We live an hour a way and that's if traffic is good. We got ready as fast as humanly possible and drove to the hospital.
We got call checked in and watched Cars from our pre-op room waiting to speak with the surgeon and the anasthesiologist. After all that was completed, they took him away and I think that was around 10:30 am. Of course I cried. Backing up a little bit, I've been a big ball of emotions. The poor guy just had surgery a week ago from today and it's just been stressful. A lot of mixed emotions running through me. A lot of tears and trying to be strong but feeling like I"m failing. A sense of feeling like i have no control over things. Anger has popped up because I hate having to put Riley through this and damn......can't help to wonder what it would be like to have a baby that doesn't have to visit drs on almost a weekly basis and have several surgeries. Anger at those people who take for granted that they have healthy kids and get upset when they can't have more. And thankful....thankful that he has nothing deadly or any severe mental issues. Thankful that I was even able to have a child in the first place and that he has such a wonderful personality.
For anyone reading this blog whose about to have a baby with any kind of birth defect or are just starting the process, it is one of the hardest but most rewarding thing that you will ever do. I was watching Oprah (i know laugh all you want) and she had talked about finding your calling. I'm thinking a calling is trying to find a profession or some way of helping others. But then she said that being a parent is one of the highest callings. And this is so true. I would agree from the bottom of my heart that God gave Riley to Tony and I because he is our calling. And hopefully someday we can take what we have learned from him to help others.
Anyways, the operation took 3 hours. In some cleft palate cases, the palate needs to be repaired in phases. Luckally for us, Riley was able to have his repaired in one shot. The plastic surgeon said 30% of his palate repairs go home that same day. We were prepared to stay at the hospital overnight but because Tony being an ER RN and feels comfortable with taking him home, the surgeon let us go home. Of course we had to make sure his pain was under control and that he drank fluids which we gave him through a syringe.
We are home now and he has been sleeping since we left the hospital at aroun 4:30 pm. We stayed a considerable amount of time in the PACU (post op area) to make sure we felt comfortable. So far, Riley is doing well and resting soundly. Tony is out picking up Riley's pain prescription and I think all will be well.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
2nd Surgery Down
Yesterday, we did just that. Of course Tony and I got no sleep....not because we were nervous but it was just one of those damn nights neither of us could sleep. I hate that. We got sleepy Riley up and ready to go.
We get lost.....and finally found our way to the outpt surgery center at 6:45 with his surgery being at 7am. We weren't too concerned knowing that these things always seem to start late anyways. We got checked in, talked with the nurse who then took us back to preop where we met with the anesthesiologist and surgeon.
The surgery was easy, it was just to fix his tear duct that they believe was affected because of his cleft. It literally took 5 minutes and the dr was out to tell us everything went well before tony could finish syncing his ipad to their wireless network. I figured this surgery would be no problem but as soon as the nurse walked away with him, my eyes filled with worried tears. Knowing we have to go through this so many more times just sucks.
Riley felt fine after we got him in the car. Thankfully for us, it is a painless surgery for the most part. We never had to give him any pain meds though they have him rectal tylenol during the surgery. He was fine although his eye kept bleeding which is normal. It looked very halloweenish.
Today he is back to normal.....except for the tooth he had fell out. We have no idea why but we are thinking it wasn't a normal tooth. We just got our referral to the dentist and will be taking the tooth in for inspection. Hopefuly nothing else is wrong!
Friday, October 7, 2011
One Year Check Up
We had a long time with our pediatrician about how Riley isn't feeding himself at all and still refuses to drink anything but his morning bottle. Also, the dr felt that he should be at least trying to pull himself up to stand so she has ordered physical and occupational therapy for him. More specialists :( Mentally he seems to be doing well which is good. I would rather have physical problems than mental ones. He got 4 immunizations yesterday and took it like a champ. I'm so proud of him and he's so strong. He has eye surgery on tuesday wo we will keep everyone updated.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Riley Is 1 Years Old!!!
In other news, I found Riley's first tooth the other night. Everyone kept telling me how the bottom teeth normally come in first so that's where I kept looking. The other night, he stuck my finger in his mouth and I felt something sharp. Low and behold, Riley's top left canine tooth (or what looks to be where the canine would be) is coming in. It looks more like a fang, it's very pointy and sharp.
Sippy cup transition is going so-so. He still gets a morning bottle but all other fluids go in a sippy cup. The problem is i that he doesn't like to drink much so it's hard to guage if it's the sippy cut he doesn't like or if it's just that he doesn't feel like drinking. Who knows but we will keep trying. We know it's that time to have him drinking out of a sippy cup only.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Plastic Surgeon Woes Over....Now Time For Surgery!
As for me, I have a dr.s appointment this Wednesday for my gallbladder....if that's what it is. I suggested gallbladder cancer to my husband (yes I'm that crazy person who thinks every ache and pain is something terrible) and his response was uncontrollable laughter saying that gallbladder cancer doesn't exist....I'm just saying. HOnestly I probably just have some gallstones or something so hopefully I'll get to the bottom of this. Still have pain but nothing compared to what I felt while I was on vacation. Fingers crossed!
Monday, September 12, 2011
Vacation Gone Bad
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Shopping, Relaxing, More Driving, and Family Time!
The next day was awesome fishing. It was one bite after another and caught lots of fish. We also went and caught some fresh blackberries, a whole gallon which were made in into pie yesterday. It got cold and rainy so spent most of the evening inside keeping the little one warm. It was a great last night.
Friday was spent driving to Spokane/North Idaho. Tony's dad had surgery on his shoulder so he is all slinged up and couldn't hold his grandson but was excited to see him anyways. We spent the night relaxing which was well needed.
Yesterday was a beautiful day. Sunny and warm once the afternoon hit. For those of you who aren't familiar with the whether up here, it gets very cold at night so the mornings are quite chilly most of the time. You dress in layers here. That's why our suitcase looks like we will be gone for 3 months not 3 weeks. We had a big breakfast of biscuit and gravy and home made hashbrowns. Yummy. Riley got to meet his 2 uncles and his future aunt Sara. It was nice for everyone to see Riley. We BBQ some giant steaks and Tony made his first pie, pie crust and everything. 1 apple and 1 blackberry. Yum Yum Yum!!!
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Day #5 and #6-A day of relaxing and trip to San Juan Islands
Monday, August 29, 2011
Day #4-crabbing away
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Vacation Day #3
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Vacation Day #2
After lunch, we walked around La Connor which is pretty small. We looked around in a few shots and got some icecream before we left. We came back to my parents place. I caught another fish and I think Tony caught 2. It was nice and relaxing.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
And Vacation Is Here!!
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Another Dr added to the list
Anyways, after sleepily making the drive we saw the opthamologist. He was very nice and did confirm that Riley has a clogged tear duct that will need to be opened up surgically unfortunately. Unfortunately, he cannot do it at the same time as when Riley's palate is fixed as Cardon's hospital does not allow inpt eye surgery that can be done outpt. It literally is a very short procedure....about 5 minutes but will have to be put all the way under via a mask so no intubation which is good. The good thing is that the opthamologist said that Riley's eyes look great and no problems yet have been spotted which is something we were nervous about as Tony and his side of the family have eye problems. Tony had to have a surgery when he was 4 to realign his eys.
Tony is such a wonderful husband. He set up a surprise babysitter for Thursday night so we could have a date night. He was a little nervous because on Monday moring I got really sick and started vomiting at like 2 in the morning. There was absolutely no warning what so ever. I felt fine all day on Sunday at work. I only got about 3 hours of sleep and had to be back to work at 8 Monday morning. I did go thinking I must have eaten something bad but then I got very achy and could hardly sit or stand still because my body hurt so bad. I spent all night on the couch on Monday and threw up everything I ate and felt horrible Tuesday but luckally was keeping food down at that point. By Thursday I felt fine like nothing happen and we were able to go on our date. We went to Chilis and then went to Harry Potter. I liked it but Tony only thought it was so so. It was a romantic gesture since we don't get out much alone lately. I'm excited to have grandpa and grandma back down for the winter so they can babysit :)
Only about 1/2 weeks for our first vacation as a family....a road trip up to WA and ID to visit family and friends!
Saturday, July 9, 2011
9 months
Wow I can't believe Riley turned 9 months old last week. Time goes by too fast. Riley had his 9 month check up on Thursday. He is now 27 inches long and 16 lbs. He hasn't gained much weight but grew 2 inches. He's going to be long and lanky like his daddy. Riley's eating is better but now suddenly he HATES vegetables and loves fruit. It was opposite last week. Anytime we put him in his car seat he laughs. It's really cute but strange that he likes his car seat so much.
Tony and I have been busy working and spending our off times together. Its been really hot and our pool is getting to the point where its not refreashing getting into it because its warming up as well. I still like having it because I can float around in it and it still feels better than the hot air outside. We enjoyed our 4th of July with some good friends though Riley fell asleep before the fireworks started We are busy planning our trip up north in August and we are looking sooo forward to it. It definitely cannot come fast enough. Later this month we are meeting with an opthamologist for Riley's tear duct to see if he needs a stent in it. So far no ear infections or illness *knock on wood*.
Friday, June 10, 2011
8 months and the journey has just begun
Friday, May 27, 2011
Plastic Surgeon Woes
1. He denied he was leaving his practice
2. He wasnt plannig on retiring soon
3. He had good background and experience
It was important to us for Riley to have continuity of care. So much for that. We got a call saying that Dr. Goldstein is leaving the practive and is also living the valley and is no longer seeing any patients. No letter or any warning at ll. Im really bummed because when you find a good physician, especially with something that is so specialized. It's not like I can pick some Joe Smoe physician. That was a little bit of a set back so we are a little bummed out. Our case manager is helping us find another one so we are keeping our fingers crossed. There is another plastic surgeon who is in the same practice so our case manager is looking into the availability of him.
And thanks Courtney for the advice. I didn't even think about giving him avacado but that is filled with healthy fats so I will give that a try.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Busy Busy Busy
Tony and I are continuing to work full time. My parents are leaving on Friday to go back to WA for the summer so it's a little stressful not having child care in place. Riley still continues to fuss and cry when we try to feed him anything but his rice cereal or formula. We are trying to get his weight up because if he is underweight at the time of his surgery the surgery will be postponed. If anyone has any suggestions, let me know!
Friday, April 29, 2011
Sad arguments
Why is it now that when someone has an opinon you are automatically called stupid or ignorant or some other form or deragory comment. I feel that people are quick to put down someone but can't defend their argument in an educational matter. It doesn't matter what topic it is people have opinions about subjects but can never back up their arguement. I used to enjoy debating arguements but I'm tired of people being so mean just because you don't agree with their stance.
This leads to the point of this post. Something important I learned this year after having Riley, is not to have an opinon on a topic you know nothing about. For example, one of the most frustrating comments people made to Tony and I when we found out is "oh that's easily fixed". Yes to someone who isn't educated about this subject, it seems that it is such an easy procedure and he's fixed. Nevermind the fact that he has to have another lip repair, at least one surgery on his palate, at least one nose revision, speech therapy, tubes in the ears due to the common ear infections that are commen in cleft lip palate babies, and a stent placed in his tear ducts because this was also affected with his cleft. Yes it is fixable. Yes it is not fatal and yes it could be much worse. However, people cannot fully understand how stressful this situation is until you are actually going through it. I alway thought I would knew what to do if there was something wrong with my child. I thought I'd new how I would react but I reacted in a completely different way that I thought I would. As a social worker, the experience of having Riley has made looking at my patients and families differently. It has improved my practice and my life experiences. To summarize, you if you going to argue a point or be supportive for someone try to educate yourself first.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
New front yard, no more constipation, and 1st Easters
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Another milestone and 6 month well check
Saturday, April 2, 2011
6 months old and almost 6 weeks post op
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Yes We Are All Still Alive
Monday, February 21, 2011
Home safe and sound!
Before and after surgery....please find my facebook link if you would like to see more pics.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Surgery is scheduled
I will try and post pictures as soon as soon as I can. I plan on taking a few and posting them so family and friends can see. I will also try to keep everyone updated if I have access to internet. Please keep my little man in your thoughts and prayers.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
4 month well check up
And thanks for your support Darcy. It's nice to have a contact of someone who has been through this!
Friday, February 4, 2011
4 months old and ready for surgery
Our plastic surgeon met with us at Barros which is also where the orthodontist is. We met with the plastic surgeon first. He explained briefly what the surgery will be like. He informed us that it usually is a same day surgery but we will be approved to stay overnight. It will all depend on how well Riley feeds and his pain control. We figured with his hypospadius surgery as well he will probably stay overnight. We also found out that we will be operating out of Carden's which is all the way in Mesa but that's okay. It's a new hospital and that is where the plastic surgeon has his "special" equipment that he needs. The orthodontist met with us and just congratulated us about the upcoming surgery. As we were leaving the nurse practitioner walked in to introduce herself. Tony thought she was okay but she irritated me. She basically said that this isn't my fault and that I need to take folic acid next time I get pregnant. I kindly explained to her that I was taking folic acid way before we even bot pregnant because we had been trying for so long. She also said that Tony and I should get genetic cancelling and Riley will need genetic counselling when he gets older. She also informed us we needed to meet with an ENT because most cleft lip and palate babies need to have tubes placed in their ears due to the increased risk of ear infections. I kindly explained that my husband and I are both in the medical field and that I felt we had all this needed information. They wanted us to meet with the social worker as well but I explained that I was a medical social worker and that I felt we did not need one at this time. Riley was weighed and measured and he is 12lbs and 23 in. long! He's doing awesome.
We drove back to Surprise to have lunch, were home long enough to feed him, and then drove about 1/2 hour to get to the urologist appointment. From his standpoint, Riley is also ready for surgery. Basically Tony and I are waiting for insurance approval on both procedures and then the urologist and plastic surgeon will coordinate the date. We are hoping within the next 2 weeks!!
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Upcoming sugery
Also next Tuesday, we are meeting with his urologist to take a look at how his hypospadius is and get an idea of how it will be repaired. Poor baby!
In other news, Tony and I just got through watching Julia and Julia. For those of you who know me, I can't cook too well. I'm getting better but I'm still not even close to being able to call myself a cook. This movie did inspire me to pick one of my cookbooks and cook through it regardless of what the receipie is (although I HATE seafood and may skip that section because I can't even stomach it). We will see though. My schedule is crazy but I think if I spread my cooking out I can accomplish my goal. Any tips from people who actually can cook??
Saturday, January 15, 2011
The life of a working mom!
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
One month til we meet with the surgeon
I have been feeling a bit overwhelmed these days. Our house has been a disaster and I'm embarassed to say, half of our Christmas decorations are still up including the tree. I"m ready for it to be done. I can't seem to keep up with the house, taking care of Riley, and trying to loose weight. I started my exercise routine the day before yesterday. I'm alternating between an hour of wii fit with an hour of zumba dance 6 days a week. I can't work out after a 12 hour er shift and luckally I only have one of those a week. Tony is helpful but he's been very tired as well. He just got over a cold and still is in the "post sick" phase. Both of us have been in a haze.
I did start Riley on a bed time routine on Monday. I change his diaper downstairs, then take him upstairs to change into his pjs, massage that johnsons bedtime lotion on him, feed him his last bottle, burp him, read a story, and put him down while I turn on his cd player with lullabyes on it. So far so good. He fusses about 5 minutes and then right to sleep he goes. I start this anytime after 7:30 and he sleeps until at least 7 am. I hope he continues to do this good.